DREW.
2-2 with dunman.
was really damn exciting man.
we was so closing to winning. also close to losing.
left two games. GMS. BNS. must win both to go national.

Can someone tell me why ?!
As expected. i didnt get to start.
n i am very pressured everytime i play.
its different. when i play in JSFC tournaments
i played so much better. i can score goals n etc.
but in school team tournaments like ZONALS.
i suck big time man.
even the coach of our school says this.
"Royston i dont know why ah.
in our friendly matches n trainings
u played well. n good. but when it comes to ZONALs
u didnt play well"
WHY ! shit sia. i really wan to play well
but the more i wan to play well.
the more i play like shit.
i feel so useless at the moment the final whistle is blown everytime.
i really dont wish to continue this way.
i dont feel like playing anymore.
i dont wan to be the player that pulls the team down.
can i just give all this up ?
i dont think i will start in the next two matches.
n if i do. i dont think i will play well either.
jsut forget it .

New year coming soon
are you guys coming to my hse again ? hahaha.
anyway after new year is common test.
ARGHHH.

i dont like the present.
i dont wan to go to the future.
can time just reverse ?